So here I am.

Man. I was excited by the prospect of an early 2000s myspace clone. That shit sounded so good it was unreal, being able to basically use the site my older brother used when I was a kid.

My life really is just chasing after an image of what I thought was cool when I was a child. It's kind of depressing to think about, if I'm being honest. I'm almost thirty, and I'm clinging to a world that was twenty years ago. I was six at the time.

CRT monitors are dead and we've gone through like four versions of Windows since then. The new thing now was total science fiction then. Why can't I keep myself captivated with the modern world? Instead, I grasp at straws in an attempt to rebuild something long gone. Children of the era have kids now.

I am desperately nostalgic. Pathetic.

I just want to find what makes me happy. I just want to achieve my "Best Life."

Is that too much to ask?