I finally some have answers..

Today has been a lot, but I finally have some answers.

So, I got some, not all the information. ( The woman that did my MRI didn't send the disks to the neurologist, they only sent over the information. Which is weird, but whatever. We're working on fixing it so she can look at the scans. )

Anyways, she explained that I have some trauma/wear and tear in between my L4 and L5 in my neck. There's a bruise on my brain ( it's not serious, but she's still keeping an eye on it. ) and I have some white spot on my brain, but it's normal.

I also have some fluid behind my ear on my left side.

For years, I've told people that I was in a serious car accident as a baby due to my baby sitters negligence. ( She didn't tell my Mom. I had blood behind my eyes and on my brain. For a week, she kept it to herself. But then I started having seizures and died on the way to the hospital. I was told by my Mom and Uncle what happened..) It's also due to the heavy trauma I endured by my Step Dad. ( The man who abused me for years.. )

So I finally have verification and validation. We still have to schedule me an EEG, and check the disks when they can be delivered to the neurologist.

However, I was put on Gabapentin and Lamotrogine.

I'm finally on pain management!

I was also told I'm going to be taking B12, due to it being NONEXISTANT in my system. Which disturbed her and my partner. I however was confused, but had it explained.

…So yeah. I'm happy and so relieved.