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I feel sad and homesick for years past. 

I feel like I’m in some kind of a weird dream. 

I’m nostalgic for Octobers. 

Nostalgic for past days spent lying in a field full of crisp autumn leaves while texting my best friends on a flip phone. 

Nostalgic for places that I’ll only ever see again in dreams.

I cannot place this feeling. It feels depressing but also oddly comforting.