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1002 pm as i write this i don’t know what day it is
today was… stressful.
my scale broke, and i am pretty sure my best friend found my weird ao3 account (where i’ve wrote some fairly questionable things), which led me to orphan all of my works in a panic.
too sad.
i was able to move the conversation into something else but i’ve been stressed about it all day, and i can’t bring it up again, i can’t.
but besides that, i did nothing much. i ate after four and felt immensely shamed, it was horrendous. it led me to me promising myself to only eat once tomorrow, which i’ll be able to achieve, i’m pretty sure, because i’m going out with my parents and i can distract them that way.
my weight’s been weird, and i think i am losing weight, but gods, i hope i could be loosing more. i’m looking better, which is rewarding, but still, there are a couple of things i would look better without.
to change the topic, again, i must mention i read a little bit today, finally. it was a couple of pages from faulkner’s light in august. it’s been a really good, amazing, actually, and i’m really excited to continue it. after i finish it i want to read my copy of anna karenina and go into a reading slump, but we’ll see.
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lostan4lohan
i wish i was losing weightttt. i used to lose so much weight so easy but it’s hard when you have a bf that feeds you (not ungrateful for him tho i love him sm)
tbh i think the only reason im losing is because im not going out lolll which is like sad and all but it works, im starting a new semester of college in like a month and i can already see my weight going on
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noooo. i gained so much weight in college it was tragic.
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