IM ALIVE. up8 for thes past few months!!!

ive kinda forgotten about this website ngl LOL....

but anywayheres some quick u8s for those who might give a shit

1. i found a job! if you read my dramatic blog a few months ago about losing my job, you would know that it didn't end well... but now I'm thriving at my new job!! making hella monei too 

2. i went to a concert with my best friend:] we say ptv, the used, don broco and girlfriends!!!!! ptv was very underwhelming considering my dad drove the both of us 5 HOURS. to see them but whatever.... the used was really good though! I'm so glad i listen to more of their stuff now!! their set was def my favorite. the part of their set that i liked the most is when bert had us do a wall of death, and where we sang this person happy birthday!!:] was so much funnn

also side note about the concert, people were semi rude, we kept getting pushed by ppl shoving their way to the barricade, people giving me and my friend nasty ass looks and people just being judgy as fuck. I'm so glad ppl left during the used bc the ppl that stayed were the ONLY ONES who weren't assholes.

3. clothing style got better and confidence got better!! so weird to think that In middle school i would only wear sweats to avoid ppl looking at my body.. but now look at me, in TANK TOPS IN SUMMER. little 12 yo me is having a fucking freak out rn i swear. 

4. i tattooed myself.... but was bad... so im trying to figure out what design i REALLY want.. so stay tuned for a tattoo reveal ! (once i figure out what i want LOL)

5. i made a friend !!!! well kinda, I've known this person all of sophomore year but i never talked to them... other than about class work and boring stuff like that... but recently i decided to msg them about this stealing shit they posted on their story!! and ever since we have been texting (almost every day) about ourselves, our opinions and life. I'm so excited to be their friend:] . i was worried that i would be doomed with only being friends with seniors but NOPE. only downside is that i only have 2 friends in my grade, and the other 2 and gonna be graduating this year... (,: 24'

5. sliverstein is coming to my town around my bday!!!! so ima try to convince my papa to let me go as a bday gift towards myself !! 

6. the girl i was talking to kinda just stopped messaging me a few weeks ago, i was really sad at first but idrc now 

7. I'm a.... lesbian? (idk please help, i still find men attractive but idk how i feel about doing anything w em GYJFUFBFI)

okay that's all(: