Chapter 6: talk of a clown

Kelly was a believer in the actual clown as well and she had seen it herself Kelly was the person that I could rely on really. She got me out of a bad situation of unwanted lovemaking. If you want I would’ve been no wilful not willing lover of chai, and I wouldn’t be very happy about that in one moment or another. But then she ended up having theories about who the clown was.

She said that the clown was most likely Kai. As it was small in stature as well I had the samurai battle tattoo once she saw. That was what made me disturbed that this person who is the clown was also with a yakuza, as well as the fact that I was my ex psycho girlfriend, Kai.  The idea that, I might be the serial killer clown on something else. What did the clown have to do with the Japanese mafia or anything for that matter. I found this very disturbing, but I end up saying you tell Kelly.

Kelly went on to say that she had seen Kai dress up as a clown many times, and walk the streets with a Samurai sword on orders of her father to kill whoever she wanted. I found this very disturbing that Pennywise was now not just the clown on pages, but also in real life, and he was in the yakuza or should I say she. I would never reach Stephen King again. I’ll tell you that much for sure as this was going to be a very disturbing talk that I was gonna have. These theories that everyone had about the clown serial killer was enough for me to be disturbed even though they all said the same thing it was wearing a karate gi it was wearing a samurai sword. It was covered in blood, presumably human blood, and it was just god-awful to begin with and I said I sought on my 16th birthday, which was the shittiest part of it all.

When I ended up talking to Caliebe and going in depth about the clown, she said she knew about Kai long time ago and I Chi was going to be a pain in her ass in the first place. Why because she had a crush on me in the beginning, but didn’t know how to go about it because of the bullying that I was going through and didn’t want to be pegged as a nerd but now that she had saved me, she didn’t give a shit about being called a nerd or a geek.

The important thing was the fact that she was going to help me get away from this psychopath. She said who was also the clown. The clown was the name of the serial killer. Or it was called Pennywise the clown after the clown in it the book by Stephen king that got so under my skin , when I realize that I was frightened of Kari for the first time, not just annoyed by her but frightened. I felt like the Mongol hordes that were trying to get through my native country at one point until a great wave came and swipe them away from the earth. As if it was another one of the Bradleys “curses” when I realized that this whole thing was a curse as well as it was a fuck up in the space-time continuum am I thought I realize that I had to get the hell out of this town but I didn’t know how. I was just 17 when this was happening I had to spend a whole fucking year with Kai before I could actually get the hell out of the relationship but I actually was dating Kelly and secret. Something I didn’t wanna have to say but is the truth.

When I ended up going back to school the next day after running away from Chi I ended up hearing more stupid rumours that I was gonna be on the Japanese yakuza‘s hit list. And I was getting to the point where the bullying was starting to get annoying with me and I didn’t have a friend except for Dimitri who is going to fend for me in this case, and when I found out that he was going to fight for me. He couldn’t fight for me physically, but he was able to fight for me as his word of mouth. Instead, he told those assholes to leave me the hell alone if you were. But how would he be able to tell the Japanese mafia to leave me alone? If anything this clown is well who is stocking the streets killing whoever I dated. I had to protect Kelly somehow.

This was starting to be very disturbing for me to be dealing with the fact that I might have to start working out. Something I didn’t wanna do but I do an order to to protect Kelly. At least if I can be scrappy I can at least 58 whoever this was Kai or whoever she wants this clown and then go and find them off in the scrappy manner and then that would’ve been at. Scrappier was a lot better than fancy shit that was stereotyping my people.

I didn’t like the idea of martial arts, so there is no way I was going to do that. But I couldn’t be Mr. peaceful anymore. I had to do some thing to fight off in front of Cory and her cronies. I didn’t think that a 17 year old girl wouldn’t be able to have that much power over me never mind Crime syndicate. But when you’re with daddy all the time then I guess things are a lot easier for you to deal with and you’re able to get more cloud I guess. It was very disturbing us think of that that her relationship with her father was enough for her to be in the Japanese mafia, as well as to be in deep with it as well. I found this to be well you know what I mean.




Moron, the clown was that when I found out who it may be, I ended up placing a call into the police saying there is this clown, who is in with a Japanese mafia who is killing young girls, or anyone else for that matter with a Samurai, sword, and I know who it wise . And when they said who the fuck are you and who the fuck is this clown I said Kaistu Matsumoto.  Gave them her street number and everything but that wasn’t going to alleviate everything that was going to happen pretty soon when I started biking around town just to get around to get books from the bookstore. I ended up seeing that there was going to be some bullshit along the way particularly of the yakuza variety. I found this very embarrassing that I was on my bicycle in the next thing, you know I would be pummelled just because I wanted to get a few books.   I was starting to read travel books at the time about different countries that were not related to my indigenous Japan but instead, I was dealing with these assholes, who were literally meeting me half to death every time I was going to the bookstore more on that later on, it was very crazy to begin with.




Yes, usually my go to coping mechanism is to read when I get into a toxic situation and this was as toxic as I was going to get that I didn’t wanna have to deal with this for any longer or any more than I had to. It was gonna get even more toxic and the  need for more book was going going to be an issue and it was gonna be an issue of my safety. I was trying to tell my parents that I was going to have to be driven to the bookstore. At one point here is the reason why and I will tell you right after this. I ended up reading a book, called the worlds most dangerous places by Robert Young Pelton, and that is what made me interested in different cultures and made me go to the bookstore in the first place. I have ordered this particular book from chapters indigo, and this is when I realized some thing about my sweet little town that it was full of yakuza! 


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