Chapter 4: listing it

After meeting Kaistu’s parents, I didn’t know what to think when I wanted into her room I thought we were just gonna make out but it looks like more of a Japanese samurai sword shop, as well as a karate tournament trophy shop as well I was disturbed and how many certificates and stuff he had in this disturbing art.   I really wish the clown was here now but…….

She’s at me on her bed and I was petrified still as I was going to try to recoil from her kids she held my hand and rubbed it with her thumb, as if to make me feel better then she just kissed me right in the mouth. I didn’t know what to think of this. I never seen her so close up before, except for one we were in the alleyway when she was making out with me she ended up suggesting something that it was going to terrify me even more something I wanted I do with Leah not with her.

“Let’s make love!”

Yes, that is exactly what she said. She put her hand between my thighs and started rubbing them. And then she ended up kissing me even deeper. I didn’t think so on my age could do that and I was really scared. This was my first time. 

As we were making “love” I ended up seeing the clown outside her bedroom window. She was too busy, making love to me as I was about ready to scream her name.  I noted the freaking clown, but I didn’t know what to think about what was going to come out my mouth at the top of my lungs “Kaistu!”

Yes, I screamed it in almost perfect agony as she was going to kiss me. She said she told me to be quiet that she wanted to make love to me and kiss me. I found this scary. What was even more disturbing was her tattoos they look like the battle of circa got hair or something to that effect Either way I didn’t really enjoy what I was going through until she started to just scream my name as well I was starting to wonder. But her gentle touch was enough to know that she was actually not that bad of a person you can tell very much about a persons talk how they hug you are give you a pat on the back, but this was beyond that in this case I don’t know what to think. When she was teasing me, as well as making love to me, it was very unusual.

“My little yakuza,” she said.

What the fuck was I getting into. Then the clown showed up again. This time he watched as she was doing her business with me and I found this to be very disturbing. I didn’t notice the second time until I turned around to her window and I screamed holy shit. 

She ended up saying oh that’s just the clown from the radio station and then started kissing me harder on the lips and making love to me. As if to muffle my sounds. I didn’t know what to think of this making love in her bedroom never mind a room full of samurai swords. This was kind of disturbing for me. But after I was able, do you feel what kind of sensation I only wanted to feel with Leah I was feeling sad.

When she says stop thinking of her, and then she kissed me again she said “ maybe next time we can do tantric!”

“What the fuck!”

“My mom teaches tantric yoga,” the monster said. “ I also karate and taekwondo as well all can be seductive.” She giggled

“I really don’t …….” I said.

“ since the basketball game I’ve been really noticing you a lot and I want to be with you don’t you wanna be with me. I know I might be with your worst nightmare right now, but I’m hoping to be your wife at some point. I can protect you and as well as love you and serve you. If you want I can learn some of your hobbies as well, instead of just my martial arts.”

Then she broke down and started to cry, saying that she was also hurt in a very personal way a few years ago, and was also suffering from PTSD. Some thing I do not know about what she said a Japanese mobster had personally attacked her. I guess I know what that meant him and I didn’t think she deserved it even though she may have had it coming with the way she was acting no I thought, but I didn’t want to think that way.   

Also, she said that she was trying to find until she was done with me. She said, and I was shocked that she would share this, and she would be in love with a general, and being his modern-day concubine, and being nothing more than his secret. As if we were still dating. The fact that that was her actual goal in life or is it disturbing enough for me.

“ I want you for the love, and I wanted to general for the satisfaction.” She said. 

This was the first time I would be desperately asking for a girlfriend and actually making flyers for girlfriends for me in the school announcement board which I found embarrassing and I made sure to make it in the school announcements as well that was how depressed and desperate I was at this point I had to do some thing to get her off my back.

One girl must like astronomy and goth subculture. Also, I would like to be able to be myself around her as well as herself around me as well. If you don’t find me, my name is Buckley, grade 10.

At that time it was too late everyone knew I had lost my virginity, but not only that, but lost my virginity to a yakuza’s daughter. I didn’t know what you think and then someone said. “ you do know she is going to be a Japanese mafia.”

“As in yakuza.”

“Yes!”

And on the topic of Yakuza one person who would end up becoming my friend ended up saying that he seen the clown and he’s had a crappy life as well and that he had theories about the clown. There’s a clown carried a samurai sword and was also a Japanese mobster or had ties to the Japanese mafia or yakuza.

“Dude, you have to get away from this girl I know one girl I can help you get this Kaistu girl off your back!” Dimitri said that was his name he was a skinny. Nobody asked me, but he had at least some friends. He ended up telling me that he knew a girl and I asked him desperately what her name was.

“Kelly!” he exclaimed, and then he said look for her. He’s one with red hair and tattoos but they’re not the kind of tattoos you would think they are. She is very nice and very wonderful. She is my best friend. I hope you can be as well my best friend. She has no ties in the martial arts, and she would be a lot better for you.

“What is here number!”

Dimitri gave me her number and that was the end of that I was going to text her

Hello Kelly, how are you doing? If you can find me somehow my name is Buckley Okimoto, and I am hoping to be your boyfriend if possible I know you may have heard the damn rumours but besides the point, I am interested in astronomy and nothing more nothing less as well as western tattoos and I’m also interested in some sports and other things. If you can reply to this my number is *********

Thank you and my name again is Buckley……. Dimitri, your friend told me about you.

At first, I didn’t get very much of an answer, if at all until I ended up hearing from her during science class that’s when I ended up hearing the bars on my phone I thought oh crisis, my mother, calling to tell me to be with that Kaistu  girl, but instead, it was Kelly and she ended up saying this right off the bat.

Let me see a photo of you and maybe I’ll think about it. I actually would like to meet you. Dimitri said wonderful things about you. I don’t care about the rumors. I want to know you more. I will meet you outside your classroom I’m the same grade as you.  My name is Kelly O’Malley. Btw!

When the end of the class came, I saw a red haired girl that look like she had her head on fire and she ended up waiting outside my biology lab door when I did. I ended up seeing that that was Kelly, and she was cute. That much I can say but also I can say is a meek  hello.  Almost to the squeaky mouse voice hello.

When she said that she wanted to be my girlfriend, I was relieved instantly and she wanted to get to know me. She ended up saying we’ll just get along in school first before we go public.

I told her that I agreed with her. 

Then she asked who I lost my virginity to, and I had to be very blonde Japanese mobsters daughter, who is about to fuck a four-star general just for the fun of it! She told me I had to get rid of her right away, and I had to deal with this right away. But I getting out. Somehow I would have to make lame excuses like clowns in the for example and stuff just to get out of this hole fuck up.