Chapter 2: radio station gimmicks

In fact, I remember listening to a local radio station look for red balloons and fake blood. I thought they were just making this as a gimmick, but what I saw the other night on my 16th birthday was not a gimmick.   They said you got clowned if you found a red balloon that says reflowed here or something to that effect I know that was not the case the radio station one fake a serial killer are you in if they tried. Was this a gimmick, I sure hope it was a gimmick, but I am not too sure. At this point I know that, but I saw was a clown.

Also, since my birthday, I have not been able to talk to my friend, former friend Bradley and for has caused a lot of problems with me with his delusions of seeing  Ieyasu Tokugawa and other anomalies in his behaviour that I found I didn’t really enjoy. It was as if he was trying to freak me out. Was he trying to put a curse on me as well as samurai curse.   I don’t know but I also know as soon as my 16th birthday and I had a falling out with him. Something wrong happened particularly I failed my biology test and I ended up losing out on my girlfriend for the first time in my life yes, I did have a girlfriend on the side. I had to keep up geeky appearances just to keep the bullies at bay.  

Let me tell you about it she was a beautiful girl. She had long flowing black hair, and she wore mostly black as , she was goth, but she was also interested in me as well and as well as astronomy. Not too many people these days are interested in astronomy.  The girl of my dreams if the bullies found out that I had the girl of my dreams they would’ve made my life miserable right now my friend was making things even more worse for me than the bullies.

I couldn’t tell my parents that I had lost both girlfriend as well as my biology test failure as well. I found this to be very embarrassing. But things are going to get a hell of a lot worse. I didn’t know how but that clown I told you about in the earlier chapter was going to come out again. As I was trying to reconcile with Leah that was when she screamed and saw the clown full of blood what look like blood and then left a red balloon they said we all float here. I found us to frightening for me and this was getting under my skin completely as if I was getting a body tattoo. It was driving me completely insane.   I don’t know what I would be like to be getting a tattoo but this would be exactly this feeling that I would be going through emotionally that something is under my skin that I don’t want. When I ended up trying to reconcile with her and the clown showed up again. That was the last time I ever saw her again.

I was not happy to hear that Leah I did not make it home or that she didn’t come to school the next day. I thought she was miffed or something to that effect but I didn’t know what the hell was going on for my own sake I thought you had to be the clown that had something to do with this. So I try to look into this asking her friends were Leah wars and I got scuffed at.  You see one of her friends was one of my tormentors. Not Bradley now but the actual girl that was making me feel like a piece of crap.

When she ended up saying that she was Leah’s girlfriend, she pushed me into a locker and that was the end of it. I didn’t enjoy that for one second. Then I ended up getting out of the locker and it up having the word dog written on my forehead when she was a little embarrassing. It was as if things are getting worse and worse as soon as I can tell, I had to go to basketball game I remember this correctly.  There was a nice looking girl there, but I was starting to wonder if I was getting schizophrenia as well because she looked exactly like the evil Oren Ishii, she couldn’t be, but she seem so sweet and nice. I didn’t know what to think. I knew that Leah would have wanted me to move on but with this person I didn’t know what to think. I asked who this girl was name why. 

“I am Kaistu, glad to meet you buckley.” 

When I ended up talking to her and trying to make a conversation with her, I told her that I was not very interested in very much things except restaurant to me. That was one of the bombshell hit me, and I ended up with shell shock for the first time.  She was into samurai combat with swords.  And then she got the name knives, because of her ability to use a samurai sword even though she practised usually with a wooden sword, I found this to be a little disturbing for me. I want to run away from her, but she followed me anyways. The next day she said to her friends that she was my girlfriend, something I did not wanna deal with as a guy who had a terrifying fear of samurai and martial arts. This was not good for me.

I was stuck i this fucking relationship.

You’re wondering why I don’t like martial arts because I think that not all Asian people have to do martial arts. I am Asian I don’t do martial arts and I take pride in the fact that I don’t. I’m a more of a sensitive and peaceful person but the fact that I had this aggressive girlfriend now I’ll God I was gonna be so embarrassed. I was perpetuating a stereotype. I didn’t want to deal with that’s why I had this complete fear of martial arts.  

What was really going fuck me up, I had to be on a date with this Kaistu, who I really didn’t want to deal with she seemed very nice, but I didn’t know what to deal with the fact of her hobby. I was actually afraid of her for the first time in my life, and I was actually afraid of anyone except for the clown that was something completely different all together. When did she mention the clown I was like OK. So I was not crazy. Someone else was obviously crazier than me.