The Internet Sucks Really Fucking Bad.

a while back maybe like pshh a few months ago I realized how much I would interact with useless content like drama videos and yk things involving drama between content creators and all that stupid shit that I simply just dont care about. after I became hyper aware of the fact that I dont care about half the shit that goes on on the internet anymore I've been trying to really distance myself from that kinda content of people like complaing about shit. because that's all everyone does on the internet. complain complain complain. hell I'm complainin right now!

but its honestly pretty hard. I made a step in the right direction after deleting twitter. that place is a breeding ground for useless content and unnecessary drama. but because I have been interacting with that type of content for so long on like yt and stuff that type of content still gets recommended to me, and I'll still click on it.

I realized how little these things affect my life and my happiness. it's such a cheap form of entertainment. its not even entertaining really. it's just fucking lame. really, why the hell do we give celebrities and people with large followings so much attention anyways? I don't wanna focus on those people anymore. especially celebrities. I've never cared for celebrities, but occasionally I'd find myself yk watching a video about one or sumn. and one day not too long ago I realized just HOW LITTLE these people actually matter. they are just humans with a lot of money. and of course I'll still watch movies and listen to music yada yada, but I wont really indulge into the actual people behind the entertainment because I dont care about them (except Wilbur from lovejoy I want him to impregnate me).

it's mainly stupid  youtube drama and yk corporations and literally any drama that stems from twitter. and not just drama but like also controversy. because every motherfucker is a fuckin weirdo, whether we know it now or not. so I don't fuckin care anymore. theres some content creator that you enjoy RIGHT NOW that's got some dirty laundry that the victim or whatever has yet to air out because they like to take 100 years to finally tell us "hey this person you like is a piece of shit btw".

I cant remember where else i was goin with this but yeah. I really dont like it here. everything is boring, everyone is stupid, and nothing fucking matters if you think too hard about it.

this sorta mind set is a bit yk down in the dumps but it's just towards the internet really. the world is so negative, so I think it's nice to just enjoy things that dont feed into that negativity like social media and drama content and stuff do. it all sucks. 

its 2 am.