reflecting

happy fourth of july.

I turn 20 later this year and i still feel like im 15 ! which in of itself is very common im sure everybody has felt this way; i think in my case its kind of exaggerated because a lot of my interests are very childish. i struggle with it a bit- i mean. im not very good at the games everybody else plays and id rather play pokemon every single day and watch movies that are cute and fun and all that. I choose to live live very freely but that means i have to deal with the fact that im going to college soon and  i work a full time job while also paying good money to be the first to watch childrens movies when they come out. WE LIVE WE DIE WE MOVE ON ! 

I am very embarrassed about everything i do, so im trying to combat that by doing something that is very humiliating to me (blogging) in hopes that i can get over it. I shouldnt care about what other people think but i still feel like i have to keep up a character! and that character being someone very nonchalant and stoic and mysterious, when i am not those things at all. i love to put my business out there constantly and i like when people want to interact with me based on my interests.

anyways. i really like pokemon and sanrio and pixar movies and music that sounds good and im content with that. i shouldnt be ashamed of that just because im going into my 20s soon so yea. xoxo