update

hey guys its been a while hasnt it? i wanted to update on the situation between my bf and i and i decided that im gonna breakup with him on july 15... i realized that i dont really like him romantically anymore! so it'll be best for the both of us to not pursure a romantic relationship any longer
 its not like ill cut him off... if anything i'd be more than happy for us to stay as friends but of course if he doesnt want to then i'll have to understand... but i just feel so bad about everything cuz hes still so affectionate with me and im trying to avoid being romantically affectionate because i'd feel like i'd be egging(?) him on 

like if it was at a different time i'd try to break things off as fast as possible but the timing is just so fucking bad since its literally HIS BIRTHDAY TODAY .... not to mention my birthday is a few days away... so i feel like jul 15 wont be too soon but not too late ...
the only thing im worried about is how well he'll take it...