Day 2 without my comfort iten

I finally decided to head up to the library to check if they had it there, and they basically told me that they didn't know where it was. Because of that, I texted a friend of mine to see if she had it, I'm still waiting for a response from her. I'm honestly starting to get extremely worried because that comfort item is extremely important to me and I'm scared it's been destroyed. If that's the case, I'm probably gonna be cutting myself for a while because the new one is literally gonna take 4ever to get here and I am not waiting another day for a new one. 

Update: so I'mma go ask my friend tmrw in person becuz they still haven't responded to my textz, sooo yeah. Wish me luck!