my bad

tw // mention of suicide

my bad, i forgot.

i forgot that it's you who's suffering.

my bad.

i forgot that it's about you when i break down crying.

yeah, you're right. you SHOULD interrupt me and make the conversation about your problems while i'm trying to tell you how much i think about k*lling myself lately.

sorry, i should've thought about your feelings when i asked for support.

my bad, i should've understood that you're too busy thinking about your future while i'm having a panic attack.

no, it's okay that you ignored hearing me cry for 2 hours and played video games instead. i can understand that. 

i feel like i scream and everyone covers their ears.