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As I grow older I've become increasingly aware that my life experience on Earth is greatly subdued and that I've lost something. This planet is way too restless, high strung and anxious. The powers that be have continued to manipulate, deceive, suppress and control us for far too long. As of 2020 I suffer from such severe anxiety that I'm barely able to function throughout the course of the day and I'm dependent on medication just to keep me stable. However I have this intuition (sometimes through dreams -transdimensionally?) that somehow I once lived among a much more harmonious and advanced civilization with seemingly infinite potential. Unconditional love, telepathic ability, levitation, augmented senses and lifespan, etc are ubiquitous in this culture. There is no sickness, war, hate or anything of that nature. I have glimpses of psychic ability, (only sporadically) and a feeling like I'm lacking all of these other abilities that I used to have.
I also just feel like I don't know how to be human. Relationships with people other than my blood relatives never prosper. I sometimes even feel disconnected among my immediate family. I do feel a strong connection to animals especially cats. On a positive note I'm certain there are others like me on Earth to complete our mission of the evolution of the soul. Maybe I've met a few of them already without even knowing it.
There was a time several years ago while gazing up at the sky, feeling pure bliss from it's celestial beauty that I saw a spherical cloud UFO. Perhaps the beings piloting the craft sensed my blissful emotions and took it as an opportunity to reveal itself or conversely they filled me with that emotion as a signal to continue to look upward. I will forever ponder about this incident. I wonder if they were my "space brothers" revealing their existence to me?
Humans really are the oddball of this planet, we are not suited at all for the environment and temperatures. I believe we may be a hybrid race of sorts. I'll continue to wonder about this but I think I'll know the answer to all of these questions in time.
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Kay Jane
Have you ever watched Close Encounter of the Fifth Kind by Steven Greer? He basically sums a lot of what you are saying up. I believe that there are ET's with good intentions. I have even experienced what I will say was an experience with ET's. One night, while doing some meditation on my porch, something came down to tree level. It was a black triangle in which I could see the reflection of everything around on it. I would have almost missed it, and it had no sound.
My boyfriend who does have psychic abilities, as well as in his past life supposedly had other abilities such as being a psychic, levitation, and time travel- has had these experiences as well. He is an old soul, possibly from civilizations not even on Earth in his past life.
We all live under one consciousness and anything is possible.
I have seen Unacknowledged by Steven Greer. It was definitely a good watch. I would binge watch anything on UFOS/aliens for like 2 years straight. Right now I'm watching Brien Foerster's youtube about ancient ruins of advanced technology as he visits various sites from all over the world. That is awesome about the triangular craft you witnessed. I've heard a lot of testimonies about those. How big was it? That is also fascinating about your boyfriend. I'm sure there are quite a few of us out there. Sometimes people will use the term "starseeds". About 10 years ago I met a girl who was perplexed about "how old" I seemed to her. At the time I didn't fully grasp what she could mean (I wasn't old physically at all). Now that I've come to terms with the immortality of the soul I totally understand. By the way thanks for reading/commenting!
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Little Miss J
You should watch Spiritual Awakening on YouTube. She’s done videos on this type of thing before.
Yes I've heard others talk about "Starseeds" and the like. I'll have to check out the name you mentioned. I think there are quite a few people who feel the same way ..like we just feel out of place on this planet. Thanks for reading and commenting. It makes me feel like less of a weirdo when other people are interested in this stuff too lol :)
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Ok that was interesting..So I checked out that Spiritual Awakening youtube channel and the video I clicked on was discussing intuition and anxiety. Two subjects that I've been dealing with personally in great depth lately. Fascinating synchronicity there. I subscribed.
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That's awesome you found some videos that resonate with you. Sometimes she uploads videos about things that I've found I can relate to and it seems she always posts it at a time that I need to hear these things. Her channel is great and she's coming out with a book in March called Consciousness Rising :)
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Cool B)
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Yes! I still need to buy her book
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