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What I wrote on discord if anyone understands

Why am I always losing friends?

I'm just so Annoying

I wanna cry at night but I don't

I'm alwavs such a let down

1 become distant

Why do I keep on losing them?

I'm becoming grey

I'm scared of myself

I don't have much or anyone really

I wanna turn grey and shut everyone out but it's gunna be my fault

hate myself and I wanna be left alone but what does that do for me? Be alone forever?

I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m at a dead end. Should I hid away and grey? What if someone needs me.


I wrote this when I was alone outside during school. My friends came to me after and said am I ok. Nope 👎 I always lies. I love lying. Keeps me from hurting people feeling. U understand? U don’t wanna hurt anyone so u lie ur way thr


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CHERRY THE COOLEST!!!

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If it gives you somewhat of a confort or anything I have come to the conclusion that for some people friends end up being temporary. Sometimes people leave you and some other times you leave them for whatever reason. Maybe even unintentionally! But there's always more people who the sands of time or whatever are waiting to introduce you into their life or vice versa. And whether that moment is temporary or not doesn't really matter because it is still a time when you were together. A time that you enjoyed together! Maybe it is sad when they start to fade or when you start to do it! Feeling like you want it but at the same time you don’t and start to close yourself from everyone because human emotions are really stupid and complicated!!!!....But I guess it just happens. It sucks. But it will be over. And perhaps you’ll find someone to stay with. Without ever fading. Idk maybe I’m just talking stupid and just misinterpreting your post but this is at least what helps me to keep going. Hope it helps you somehow. And if it doesn't then hope you find something that does! In the mentaine I’ll send you a telepathic candy! Which is a whole bunch of nothing but I can’t give you an actual candy so let's just laugh about that completely awful to make someone feel better lol. Sorry I'm Laughing. But good luck online resident!!!! Hope you get better.


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OMG THATNK U THIS TEALLY GELPS️.

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Well That's good! :D

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I give u a gift bag of sweets and ur favorite animal . I like 🦒

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:'DDDD I also love giraffes!!! ((+Moths and honsetly pigs too lol

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:0 I’ve never meet someone who like the same animal as me!!!! So cool

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B)))

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