the lover guy from last blog :(

I dont get it dude like i really like this guy and everything and he asked me out last night and i just couldnt say yes. he said he was fine being friends but like.. no. ive been in a bad relationship before and my last thing failed and i dont want that with us but i just cant date him. im scared of what might happen and im scared of how ill be treated and i feel like im just bad for him, hes a bright perfect person with a good home life and im a depressed anxiety overload girl with daddy issues and no freetime. those dont align with each other.