hit the road, jack

dear z,

i am still & evermore seriously considering fucking off to who-knows-where. i think as the days go by, i might pitch the idea to a few people & see if i can get someone to tag alone, even for a short while. 

there is, of course, juniper. she is at the top of my list, and she absolutely would, except at this exact moment i have no idea. maybe she thinks its a bad idea (as is my fear, for a multitude of reasons.) maybe she's made other plans since i last spoke to her (oh, i really hope she has, and they're plans that make her happy.) or any other number of things. 

the thing is, i genuinely don't believe anyone i know would want to come. it's all beautiful in theory but then when it gets down to it, i truly don't know a single soul, including juniper. 

i'll keep you posted, and i do hope this fervour wanes soon. 

all my love, 

lola