tarot cards and self help

recently I've been feeling like dogshit and stressed out about a lot of different things in my life, and it feels as if I'm getting worse and worse. lately I've been growing more interested in tarot as a way to give me hope and guidance, alongside my own desires and stability. just watched like 3 youtube videos and they all were so supportive, and somehow very accurate to my current passions! sinces it's summer break, I've been really wanting to go out and volunteer and meet new people, sign up for classes, and take all the opportunities I can get. maybe I'll even get a job!!!! I had a lot of stuff about opportunity and career. and if not, I am still super invigorated to create and bring my ideas into life. not to mention that I've been wondering of attending a new school with a great theatre program I love!!!!! more and more do I realized how amazing it would be to go. anjother video was detailing how lately I've been isolating mysekf and lowering my confidence in myself. I fail to realize just how skilled I am, and how many people support me and are on my side. I'm not a failure, nor do I need to go at it alone. I can ask for help, and people will be willing to listen.