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i was being selfish and trying to help myself by being more open about how i feel but i didn't think about my friends and how gross it'd be to witness someone so fucking disgustingly insane they'd freak out over simply being told about friends online . i can't stop crying . i wish there was nothing wrong with me . i hate it . i hate myself . it's all ruined . i can tell she likes me a lot less now . everything was going so well when i just kept everything inside