So, i love middle aged men.

idec anymore they are so fucking fine. I had a dream last night that I met this Robert Pattinson lookalike only he was more pale and his eyes were bluer? ALSO he had dark brown kinda longish  silky hair (basically battinson but more majestic) He was waiting for a bus or something and I was like spying on him from out of my window admiring his gorgeousness when he saw me AHHHH. I smiled and waved at him and HE SMILED BACK AT ME NDEJWHDUIHIEOW. Then it started to rain so I went to find an umbrella for him since he didn't have one (its okay bby let me take care of u). So I eventually found one but by the time I did the rain stopped but that didn't stop me and I went outside to talk to him but sadly he didn't speak very much English so :(. Then his bus came and he was in a hurry but idk he like signalled to me that he would see me again and meet me at my house bc lets face it its me and who wouldn't want to come back for me (im delusional). I woke up and I ran to my fucking window hoping id see his pretty, jaw-dropping face but I didn't im gonna kms. But idk it made me realised how much I fucking hate boys my age they are so fucking ratty and 6 feet below my standards and ik it may seem brave of me to say that (my pfp is old I look kinda hot now I swear) but I think given the amount of ugliness in boys its inevitable that I would start to prefer older men. Anyways im going to do my lil skincare routing and watch batman lol then im going to pray that I see him again in my dreams. Goodnights my beauties <3