Depression + anxiety combo

The depression + anxiety combo is so boring you just have no fucking motivation to do shit and also at random times there's a possibility you get overwhelmed by literally nothing and have to find an isolated place to sit down and hyperventilate for a few minutes and then there's the other possibility, way more frequent when you, always for no reason, out of nowhere feel the need to no longer exist and we're not in 2015 anymore so being depressed is not even #aesthetic. Like if you don't consider the suicidal aspect it just moderately fuck up your life. Fucking annoying combination.