i'm embarssing

when someone without bpd says that they relate to something i'm talking abt that's relevant with my triggers it makes me feel SO embarrassed because i know whatever i'm thinking of is so arbitrary and irrational compared to what they're thinking of . like i said something about how i don't forget when people upset me and petal was like ' same ' 

but i was thinking about that one time i mentioned a fact about myself and my friend was like " oh ? i didn't know that about you " and my brain immediately went " ok but it was in the about me section of the carrd i sent you 3 months ago if you really cared you would remember that .... " and i still think about how they didn't remember