Slowly going insane.

Being unable to sleep sucks.

I can't take anything for the pain or to help me rest, because I have a blood draw on Wednesday. ( My rheumatologist is testing me for everything under the sun to figure out wtf is wrong with my body )

Which means I can't use my normal means to help me sleep; i.e no wine, absolutely no thc, nothing. I'm exhausted and in pain. All I have is Dual Action Advil for the pain, and since my insomnia is so bad I'm pretty much screwed without sleep meds.
I'm sitting at my desk, slowly spiraling into insanity after cleaning my entire kitchen, living room and bathroom. Not exactly the wisest thing to do - but I'm manic and in pain.

I wish I could sleep.