apple

i've always thought apple hated me ever since she got mad at me over something i posted . i know she has paranoia and stuff but i keep on triggering it even though i'm doing nothing . it basically confirmed in my head when she unfollowed me but keeps following petal when petal accidentally triggers her a lot more . she just doesn't like me , i guess it's because i've been a bad friend . i don't know what's wrong with me . i keep trying to stifle my emotions and to be a good friend to everyone  .

when i really think about it i can't really think of anything about myself that anyone would enjoy