i constantly

 fantasize about being famous tbh . not really like in an a - list actor way , but i wish i could be like an artist with 700k followers , something like that would be so nice . i would love it if people knew who i am and loved what i make , people would brag about knowing me before i got famous , i would do dtiys and people would actually do them .... it's not like a have any sort of problematic past so my fans prob wouldn't turn on me or anything . idk , it just feels nice to make stuff and be known . at the same time i'd probably constantly ego search n stuff ,... gah whatever .