I feel like I haven't been able to write my friends much lately

Not sure why, I just can't get myself to sit down and relax and write. So I started this again, less expectations and I can just write whatever. In the hopes that I pick stuff out for my letters later.

I'm liking how clean this place is getting it's making me less stressed. I don't have to watch my step everywhere anymore. The cats seem to like it too, more room to play.

Work has been difficult for a long time now. There's always something, someone can't come and I have to be the leader. Next week it should be fine, I hope it will actually be fine this time.

I'm also thinking about streaming games. One idea was to use my pirated dos games CDs and go over all of them. But I also kinda feel like playing old Nintendo games or something, I kinda wanna play Ninja Gaiden. I expect for it to be too hard for me, but I wanna see. PC gamer playing Ninja Gaiden for the first time, might be interesting for people? The only problem is my voice, I don't talk very clearly. I can't help it really. A lot of my anxiety about talking comes from this speaking unclearly, it's embarassing always having to repeat myself.

I started sewing patches on my jacket again. It is actually very nice sewing while watching something. so I started watching Mr. Robot, pretty cool show. It must have taken me over 5 hours to put on this social Distortion patch. I think the next ones will be easier. I did a great job I think.
Oh and I also fixed my winter jacket, sowing the sleeve back on. So cool to fix old things. And it's not as complicated as knitting/crocheting, I can actually do this decently.

Lastly, my bankcard got hacked last week. I'm thinking it's from using open wifi in hotels during our vacation, but I really don't know. So few sites have my card though, I use paypal and vipps everywhere. Just didn't while booking hotels, so what else could it be. I had to go to the bank and police, which I did all on my own. How did I do that? It's normally too scary. am I still getting better after all these years?