work is so tiresome

during the little time i have for myself, i think about my current situation. sure, in a month i'll be free, but how is it going to be when i get a job again? i do need money to live my own life, but am i going to have to do this for the rest of my life? work until i'm old and have no energy to do anything (not that i have energy to do things anymore)?

aside from this depressive thought i've been alright, i suppose