🌐𝙳𝙸𝚂𝚂𝙴𝙲𝚃- 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏

My screen is a mess of anatomical diagrams splayed out and overlapping into a tangle of information- this leads to that and so and so is bordered by whatichmacallit- post ganglionic- innervated- pulse- ligament- its all just one visceral puzzle and it's tiring to even think about- 

Sometimes when I'm sitting down- toiling away- typing, rewriting, memorizing- are we even supposed to understand this? To understand how we function? To preserve ourselves as long as possible? 

Sometimes I can't help but think- with the endless pursuit of knowledge, we have not only destroyed our connection with nature and it's laws, but the value of life itself- with the prospect of elongating our existence- we avoid things that may hurt us- like making connections with others-

I think it's funny. Because no matter how much I understand how things work, I still feel disconnected from my body on a regular basis- that's hilarious.

-𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙸𝙴𝙽𝚃