stalker friends

i wish my friends cared enough to stalk me . its an unhealthy thing to wish , sure .

yesterday ( when i just joined spacehey ) i posted a screenshot that had one of my friends on here's username to my private twt account . in my little fantasy i expected one of my friends to look for their profile just so they could find me in their friend list :p but nah . i guess i just base everything off of how i show love ,,, because when i love someone enough i would stalk them to high hell just cause i want to know everything about them . well i wouldnt like it if an online friend tried to find my irl profile , i want to keep my identities nice and seperate so my perception of myself  doesnt  get all  unstable and confusedblah blah blah byeeee