mindful may day 10 im tired

i am tired!!!!!! almost thought myself into a panic attack earlier today but its cool now. took advantage of the warm weather to run a load of laundry and dry it outside so im feeling powerful. got high and started analyzing my appearance and finally made the decision to take my right snakebite out <\3 she was real but she had to go. i changed my piercings to horseshoes a month and a half into healing which heres a tip: u shouldnt do and so they healed very uneven and the right one particularly was sticking so far out of my lip. i really hated how noticeably uneven they were so i took one out! it probably wasn’t super noticeable to anyone but me and i told myself id put it back in if the asymmetry was too jarring but it turns out i like the way the 1 piercing looks. WOOHOO! going to stretch my septum this weekend i think. i wasnt as mindful as one should be in mindful may today considering the near panic attack, but in the moment i was able to control my breathing and splash water on my face which takes at least some level of mindfulness. there are so many things i want/am supposed to do this weekend so im trying to figure out how to fit everything in. ill let u guys know how that goes later PEACE out