your mom posted this

i keep getting too high to comprehend my surroundings and wake up high the next day. my lungs hurt LOL

will probably take a t break 

slightly different-- learning to have fun, enjoy myself, and know what i like. haven't really had the chance before and i feel my moods (even if they are negative) have plateaued or are just not as negative. it might also be the sunshine but i'd like to think that my work had some contribution to it