I HATE THIS OMFG

Sometimes I wish that I was able to see my gf all the time, but I can’t and it KILLS me inside T~T. She’s so perfect and I want to see her all the time but I can’t. No amount of FaceTime calls or whatever can make up for the void in my heart :/. I look at my friends and their boyfrens (they’re straight ofc) and it literally pains me knowing that I CANNOT HAVE THAT RAHHHHH. Like maybe l8r which I’m totez willing to wait for but you get the point. I’m totally gr8ful for the fact that I can openly be with someone who I love and cherish and vice versa, but it would be a LOT better if we could be as open and see each other as often. I jus miss her and im literally just in my feels rn ._., but STILL. Anyways I just felt like complaining, goodnite ^_^