I need to get some sleep..

Desperately need to get more than a few hours of uninterrupted rest, because I'm being slowly driven insane by being constantly woken up due to the severe pain in my legs, hips, and lower back.

It's even begun to crop up in my ribs and shoulders. I don't know what's going on, but I'm trying to wait until my rheumatologist appointment because maybe I'll get the answers I need.

If not, it's another round of appointments.

However, my roommate/partner thinks I might either have EDS or Fibro. ( She has EDS, and did the test her Doctor performed on her. It's safe and just the Beighton Score. Nothing invasive. )

Whatever has been plaguing my body is stressing me out and worrying my wife, because I'm spending most days curled up in bed due to how rough the pain has been.

For her, I am trying to get dressed, be social and not avoid being a human.

But I feel like I'm failing.