I'm like if the sleepiest person in the world was awake.

Day 3 of barely sleeping, due to flare-ups and insomnia.

My wife and other partners are worried, and trying to keep me on a semi-consistent sleep cycle. ( i.e having me get up, get dressed )

I'm just trying to hold out until my Rheumatologist appointment. It won't be much longer, and I have the paperwork they sent me already filled out.

Right now it's just a waiting game.

After this appointment, I'll be on the next step to figuring out what's going on with my body.

But I'm also going to be making an appointment for a psychiatrist because I've noticed the steady decline in my mental and emotional well-being.

I've been without my bipolar meds for too long now, that it's making me nervous. I make way too many jokes about offing myself - which concerns the people in my life.

It sucks, but it's how I'm coping.

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