writepril day 24 wow the month is almost over

short writepril today cuz im zausted. i saw my bestiest girls all day and had our long awaited tea party and everything was so scrumptious the real party was in my freakin mouth. we did all the things girls do: practice our play, sing, dance, lip sync for our lives, make tiktoks, and FEAST! squad days are always so fantastic even when you get bonked on the bean i love my girlz. I am actually jonesing to get my physical space together and i have left myself no time by working and vegetating and hanging out with my friends when im not doing that, so for the next 2 or 3 days i am condemning myself to the sex dungeon to do my laundry, tidy my space and get some of my shit together. im finally getting a kick in the ass to start doing things and being an adult. there are so many things i need to do and ive just been everywhere else mentally but i want to start feeling put together again. starting with my immediate physical surroundings and continuing to do my taxes, renew my ids, formally drop out of school, get a second job, move out etc. kind of in that order. time for SLEEP except probably gonna spend another hour before i sleep thinking about all the things i have to do. gonna write a list or something. peace out sleep tight darlins