writepril day 19 unmotivated as h

feeling unmotivated as crap today cuz ive just had such a boring day!!!! did the same task at work for 6.5 hours. its not as bad as it sounds my tistic ass loves to have an easy repetitive task but staring at a computer screen for 6.5 hours and clicking is not as conducive to brain function as it may seem. been in a little bout of the pression….. that sharp jerk from cold to hot back to cold really did a number on me i think. regardless still im happy for the rain bringing new and renewed life :-D daffodils are my favourite flower because they always bloom in springtime and ive been seeing them everywhere again. very sacred to me. i keep putting off my laundry and its piled almost as high as it can go rn. i really need to take care of it because im severely out of clothes rn but the absence of a dryer is still an issue in my household. its SO much harder to do little chores when u have to add so many more steps to it. clothes horse is funny in theory and verbiage but not in practice. im telling myself ill do it tomorrow but thats what i keep telling myself every damn day. gonna go the heck to bed right about now cause ive been sleeping badly the past couple nights and im POOPED!!! Love <3 for my spaceheyers and my besties