writepril day 18 last minute reflections

so many emotions and so much fun today!! crazy that  i was ranting and raving about how hard it is for me to be alone romantically at times yesterday and then today find out my ex who robbed me blind of 3 years of my life has a new girlfriend. there is a part of me that would love to take that information and be psycho and destructive but i dont even care enough to do anything like that. it really made me recontextualize a lot of my thoughts from yesterday and be grateful for the good i get from being single. i’ve ditched my heartbroken yearning for full bodied freedom and youth today. i got off work early and was happy because i was thinking myself to d**th at work. i got home and showered and did my makeup getting ready to see skyler! she came over and we hung out before getting picked up by kristina, nina and victoria. they r my new friends that i met through skyler that i went to the bar with the other day. and we had so much fun we decided to hang out again today at the art gallery of burlington. it was actually such a cool place there was this beautiful greenhouse oasis with patio furniture in the middle and we sat there for most of the time we were there just talking and laughing. we looked around at the art and got in trouble for being too loud in the living library because i was doing the signature oh hell nah and oh my god vocals. lots of giggles from that. we went to this restaurant called stack for dinner and i had quesadillas then we all went home. we listened to pierce the veil on the way back and i lost my mind. a match into water is so deep. we also listened to the much music top hits cd from 2007 and it was amazing. i am so happy to be making new friends i have more than i can count on 2 hands!!! Maybe even more than 4 hands. what a life. okay this is a lazy one but im tired!! hoping to do more cool legit writing stuff cause i like it but enjoy the brain dump for now and have sweet dreamz