I'm so tired..

I'm having a hard day today.

My sleep cycle is absolutely fucked. I've been sleeping all day ( restless though it is ) and awake all night, struggling with chronic pain and depression/mood swings.

Everything is loud and I'm just overwhelmed - but trying to manage things. Keeping up with the news is not helping at all. I'm tired. So fucking tired of everything.

I know. I need to be more positive. But it's difficult.

I haven't written anything in months? No, nearly a year. Hell, I've not drawn anything either. Shit is tiring and I'm struggling to exist.