college can SUCK MY BALLS. AND SO CAN HAPPY COUPLES!!!

tomorrow is my last day of break but i have to get up early to go visit a college :( and guess fucking what. it's the EXACT college he's going to. i'm so pissed off rn it's unbelievable. but my college counselor recommended it and other ppl keep recommending it so fuck it i'm visiting :/ i am soooo not looking forward to this it's literally going to be painful i can tell :(

ALSO MY TWO FRIENDS ARE SO GODDAMN CUTE AS A COUPLE LIKE SHUT THE ACTUAL FUCK UP YOU HAVE NO RIGHT. every single fucking time i look at one of their posts her bf has commented like ten love comments. ugh they're so cute :) if you couldn't tell this isn't me being bitter i'm not super interested in relationships rn tbh (no i'm not just saying that). i honestly think they're so cute and wholesome i hope they get married and buy a house in the suburbs and have 2.5 kids and a golden retriever :D except they're both metalheads so i have no fucking idea how that would work :) AHHH I JUST LOVE WHEN MY FRIENDS ARE IN RELATIONSHIPS!!!! /gen it makes me so happy to see them all goofy and happy and i like trying to give them relationship advice even tho i've never been in a relationship in my life (voluntarily ofccc /hj) but also knowing that there's some things i don't get to know about their relationship even after they possibly break up and i get to comfort my friend and hear all the drama and secrets they promised to keep. it's like living vicariously but better because i don't have to be involved :D i just like watching ppl's lives play out y'know :3