Period tingz

I hate when my period starts cause I get to throwing up at harsh smells and anything gross looking. Nonetheless, I get really upset before it happens. Like I’ll go in this really depressive state and then I go the bathroom and be like “oh, it was my period”. That’s so scary though cause I’m actually growing up. Like blossoming in womanhood. You know periods and shit. Ughh luckily I’d be dead (literally) before I reach menopause. Hot flashes would send me in a frenzy so bad. It’s not that I’m scared of getting old, I just don’t see myself enduring old age. Like I rather get assisted suicide than die of old age. I’m taking this too far, love y’all<3 might rant some more later!!!!!