4 weeks

Barrett... Today marks 4 weeks since you've been gone and Monday will mark 1 month since you've been gone. It still feels like yesterday that we found out about your passing and it still feels like I can't breathe. As I write this today I am still trying to wrap my head around it all and figure out how you at 37 passed away from something that should've been found and treated 2 weeks prior to your passing. I ran into Lodi (Brad "lodi" Cain) at your service March 16th. He asked how I knew you and I told him that we worked together which we did. God I would give anything for 5 more minutes just to talk to you and laugh and hear your voice again but I know I can never get those 5 minutes... You had the ability to make everyone around you laugh you never judged anyone, you knew when someone needed a friend and would sit and talk with them. Today we all need a friend everyone that knew you needs you back just for 5 more minutes... We will always miss you. Some days are harder than others and some days are easier today is a hard one and Monday will be too but I know you wouldn't want us to be upset and sad, You would want us happy and laughing and smiling at the memories we had with you. I wish I could've invited you to my wedding that's happening in 24 days but I know you'll be there in spirit. I miss you Barrett Lunde