Love?

What is love?
Ive been told its a feeling of attraction, a way one feels about a lover.
But how can i tell when i feel like this towards all my friends?
Am i then in love with them?

No, i cant be can i?
Its impossible.
Feeling that way about someone.
But yet i cant shake my mind from the feelings.

Though they broke my heart in two,
I feel more mesmerized then i did before.
But why?

Is it his voice?
Hair,
Hands,
Teeth 
Or smile?

Is it the way he walks,
The way his eyes look,
The way hes so excited about a simple show,
Is that really all it takes?

Maybe its the way they ignore me.
Maybe the way his smile fades at my simple existence,
Or maybe the way i cant hold a conversation with them,
Jesus, maybe its the way he hates me.

Why do i love something who feels so hesitant?
So un-interested,
So lonely with me.

I thought i knew what love was,
But then i remember the simple act of loving someone,
And then i feel like i know nothing about it.

Am i just a stranger to love?
Oh my dear,
Answer me this one question.
And then,
Then ill leave you forever if you ask.

Am i unlovable to you?
Or am i just hated by you?