dissociation

it feels like im alone in this room

the voices in my head stop talking

its so eerily quiet

do you still think im strange?

when i stop talking midway

it feels like somebody else takes over my body

i am not there

it feels like im sleeping with my eyes open

but at least i feel peace

do you still think im strange?

my breath is slower

my eyes wide that it mortifies

but im not here to scare you

im here to understand you

im here to take you away from the pain

do you still think im strange?

i only want to protect you. 

i want to give you the world

i can make your fantasies come true

i'll keep you safe from the outside

please stay a little longer

dont blink

dont leave

if you leave, you'll never have what i call paradise

do you hate me? 

when i distract you as the sun shines through your eyes

while you let the water running alone, will you come to me?

please stay

do you still think im strange?