sleep

my purpose keeps drifting away. i am losing touch of my purpose. im stuck in this loop hole where the same thing happens everyday. im not learning. im not creating. im not being of use. i want to make a change. i want to learn. i want to continue living. not existing. i am not a robot. i am a human. a sensitive human being who loves nature. i want to make a change. and be different. i want to learn new things. things that are capable of helping others that are in need. im afraid of change. that is why im stuck in this same routine where i wont come out from. but that's if i decide to stay. i don't want to stay. i want to fly. i want to be free. i need to open my eyes. dreaming doesn't last long. this isn't real. i gotta wake up. do what i got to do. i have to wake up. this isn't me. this isn't my purpose. i have to change. i've been asleep for so long. i haven't noticed the drums in this song. why is it so magical. its so enlightening. im a mere human being. music is what i love. helping those in need is what i love. living freely is what i love. being around nature, flowers, the breeze, the sunsets. man that's all i need.