Reveries

I wish my parents were rich, so I could be spoilt. The absolute worst. People would look at me and say what a waste, if he knew the value of what he possess he would not waste it.

As things are right now, I can't waste it. My parents aren't rich, they aren't bad or evil. I'm responsible for me and for them. Its not just my life; its theirs. I wish I had no family and no friends at all. I wish I wasn't afraid of loosing them all. I hope that I'm still afraid of loosing them. I'm afraid of what I'd become if I wasn't afraid.

Let me know if you feel the same.