The way of the world I guess

I’m upset. I’m still sick. I don’t have a vehicle. I’m already part time but I can’t work all of the hours that I do have due to whatever illness I’ve got. And I still have bills to pay and I have to buy food and pay for gas because people are taking me back and forth. 

I am going to have to suck it up the next several weeks and push myself. If I don’t, I won’t be able to get a vehicle. No one can or will help me out. I’m going to push myself and then be out of work for god knows how long until I can work again and get a vehicle.