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Listening to my dopamine fix playlist. I feel so very very exhausted today. I feel like I will dissolve into this chair. Evaporate. It would be so comfortable.

I always had artistic inclinations within me but my perfectionist nature and the social climate inhibited my growth as an artist a lot. A large part of being an artist is embracing imperfections. This week I shall try to bring that into my mindset. 

Thinking of the concept of wabi-sabi and kaizen and how imperfections can lead to greater beauty in your life. I have always felt this pressure on the top of my head, always stressing about the possibility of imperfection. Any imperfection meant my failure as a human. Imperfection is not failure. Perfection is not beauty- striving for perfection is a silly task for a human to do. Human itself is an imperfect creation of an imperfect world.

I feel more relaxed now. A corpse has dropped off my back :) I will go to sleep early today and wake up early tomorrow to revise for my test.

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