Obsessions.

Obsessions.

"Why are you like this?"
i havent got the clue my love, but for you ill figure it out.
If thats what it takes for you to love me, ill bend and break into a shape you desire.
Ill become someone im not for you.

If you are attracted to something i dont have
Do you want me to become that?
If i am not like someone else,
Should i act like them?

How do i make you love me.
Is that possible?
Is it possible for me to be everything you love?

If you love a character more than me,
Should i try to look and act like them?
How do i become what you like?

Do you think im trying to hard?
Should i stop?
Am i not trying enough?
Should i try harder?

How do i know when to stop loving you,
Will i ever know?
Is there a switch i could flip,
A button to push,
A contract to sign?

Because im alright if you want me too be.
Ill be sad if you want.
Ill be that of clay, mold me how you like.

Im aware i need help.
Im aware you arent my lifeline.
Im more then aware i dont need you to survive.
Ill live without you.

And maybe one day ill stop my obsessions. 
Maybe one day i wont love you.
But for now ill wait like a dog.
Ill sit here until you want me to move.