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Living my life alone does not sound that bad. Solitude fits me like a glove. But what are these things that I distract myself with. These sub-standard experiences. Where is the drive and the focus that used to rule my days. Using my emotions to drive myself. It is a little tricky. It requires ingenuity and craftiness.

Rishabh is a total fucker. I want to kill him. Its fine though. I will simply outperform him. I can't let these fuckers mess up my game. I wanna hit them all. But I need to start building my vision. Some thing that acts like my lighthouse. That keeps me anchored and grounded. I cannot be misled by these schmucks.

Let's be-