7:23pm

[3/21/2023] I feel like this past weekend was the longest weekend ever, I pretty much stayed in bed for most of it, I did practice quite a bit of guitar. Every time I try to record myself playing every second of practice gets thrown out the window, I don't know if its nerves or what but it's kinda annoying. Other than that I genuinely think I'm starting to see a lot of improvement in my guitar playing which I'm very happy about.

I've been getting super motivated about other aspects of life like wanting to turn my grades around, start working out and do a proper cleaning of my room, but I end up wasting away in my bed with old habits. At least I've developed a habit of playing guitar again, one step at a time I guess. I also did some quick exercises in my room for a bit, just some sit ups and windmills. Maybe this is just in an effort of avoiding doing homework but feeling productive.

Anyway, with school stuff I am falling behind as usual. Why did I think my second semester curse wouldn't follow me into college. With my recent spike of life improvement motivation maybe I'll figure out how to fix this, its not as bad as it was in high school. As long as I'm passing I'll be satisfied. One of my friends isn't gonna be showing up to English this week which kinda sucks because I mainly looked forward to English because of the two friends I made but the three of us will hang out sometime soon outside of school which is better.